New friends

New friends forever...Kaya, Maren, Emma and Ava

My 4th little girl

I have to admit when my sister was pregnant I would have bet money she was having a boy. I guess mainly because I have 3 girls and have always wanted a boy so ofcourse my sister would get the boy of the family. No i didnt think this out of jealousy, I would have loved if she had the first boy...we were going to call him Henry which was even better but...when I looked at my little girl Lilly Brooke for the first time at the hospitial - any thoughts of a little Henry had diminished. I couldnt imagine our lives without this adorable little girl! Everyday that passes I thank god for the 4th little princess in our family! Heres a picture of her after a long day at Hershey park-- still smiling!

Kisses for Mama

My little mini me loves hugs , kissy's and cuddling...and I'll glady accept them!

Giving Adriana a litle lift....

My girls are going away tomorrow....

 My girls are going away with their daddy tomorrow until MONDAY! I am not happy. I know, they need to spend time with him alone. I fully understand that but I guess its just a mothers nervousness that I am dealing with inside. Worried since I will not be there something could happen. I have been trying all day to relieve these fears and worries from my brain.  I will probably throw up all weekend. Mike is taking them to Deep Creek which they will LOVE! They will have a great time, he is pretty much attentive and there is another family going but I still wish they werent going  :/  So say a few prayers for my girls safety and a prayer or two for this worried Mama !